lol... one day 3 posts. pple will think that i am crazy but somehw i need to let this out. i am kind of emo now cos it finally dawn on me that i might not be going back to swiss cottage as a student there anymore. yes... i FINALLY realise it. suddenly got a kind of bei chong zhong lai de feeling and how did it all happen? from reading some pple blogs e.g. lao da, ming ming, j.k... all the description of them thanking pple whom they met in 4e5, pics of some of the classmates that i never really talked to. the joy of pple when they got their o lvl results and the way they describe the hardwork they put in just to reach there. i don't noe but it just somehow spur the feeling of sadness in me. i mean i have the reason to feel sad ok? just imagine it.... no more edwardian jokes, no more "FORM TEAM", no more sabo-ing of wei xian and fiona, no more zao sia from mr ngoh(latio)... no more jars of hope from mrs koh.... no more lousy examples from mrs yu... no more fan bai yan from miss ee... no more video clips from miss tan.... no more "lao shi, wo men jiang hua la." with miss toh.... no more clarify your doubts with mr ravi... no more "so hw is singapore going to survive?" from mdm tang... no more "SHUT UP/U WANT ME TO BOX U?" from mrs lui.... i noe i am seriously being emo but who cares. i guess some of u are just as emo as me after reading these....
i guess the thing that i miss most are not the above, not the pai gu mian, not the security guards, not the general office staffs, not the super stuffy classroom nor the smelly adidas perfume. it is also not the amount of homework and tests that we have to do too... it is simply the letter J. yeah... and it is JIJI.........


and this seriously made me realise, three posts and it all have something to do with those girls... those siao zha bor who accompanied me through my sec 4 life... those girls who encouraged me to study even when it is non of their business if i get lousy grades. they had made an impact in my life. thx pple... without u all, i wouldn't get there...


laoda: although i always make u very pek chek and sometimes u seriously don't wan to talk liao... but thanks for being there to force me to study. just imagine... without u, i might not get my 11... and without u pulling me back, i might be out of jiji....

ah pong: u are always there to entertain me when they don't wan to talk to me... and also, thanks for making an effort to stop me from shaking my leg... might have shaked probably 13145 times more if u didn't stop...

huiying: i think i owe u the most. i seriously think i dai huai ni and so sorry for being such a bad influence on u... ever since u sit beside me, u kind of like huang fei xue ye, so sorry dear... hope that in the future, without me as a bad partner, u can strive on and get better results... thanks for tolerating my nonsense too for the past two years...

turbo: we are like enemy man.... everytime we meet we surely will quarrel de... but then... we pulled it off didn't we? we managed to remain as good friends throughout this long journey and i really want to say, after knowing u better, u don't seem to be such a bad friend afterall... so thank you too, for adding colour into my life..

yizhuang: remembered that day i say when i looked into ur eyes i felt like crying? i am not lying... i guess that is because i seriously think u have grown up le and i felt so happy for u. thx for always being the one who bring so much laughter in our life with all those blurriness and all the classic phrases....

well, i guess thats it... shall stop emo-ing and recover to the happy go lucky baba...