HUI YING dear is in the student council!!!!
cheer pple~~~
today is super duper tiring...
cos we spent around 2 hours after eco club to help the horticulture wing pluck weeds and transplant plants....
under that hot sun and our hands are really super sandy.....
super tired...
jk even joked that at this rate we will become fitter than rugby players....
and we planted our own sunflowers!
looking forward to it growing...
GROW STRONG AND HEALTHY MY PLANT!!!
and mr siraj is getting more and more funny...
i swear that the whole class was laughing like mad today!
and jie even said that her mouth is tired from all the laughing...
mr siraj kept calling pranesh pra nesh nesh...
and asking him "pra nesh nesh... are we feeling rigid today?"
damn funny!
u mus be in the class in order to understand it man...
then all the experiences that he shared with us on the topic happiness...
he is really a contented man...
in case u are wondering how he looks like...
jus imagine the adam's family's character which keeps bombing himself...
mr siraj really looks like him!
"HEY I LIKE UR SHIRT!" insider's joke...

maths lecture...
physics tutorial...
chem lecture...
gp....
pe....
~end~

the 5th month is coming...
seems like time is passing real fast...
2 yrs will end pretty soon i guess...
haha...

2.4km test today...
kena owned...
15.55min...
luckily got 2 points and abv...
if not tml need to run again...
after running...
izni kena hyperven...
they thought is asthma cos she got asthma records...
so treat using wrong method...
but in the end luckily use right de treat...
2nd time using my first aid skills to real life situation....
scary but useful...
cos my teacher almost wanted use plastic bag to help her...
and i insisted mus use paper bag...
pple are amazed by my knowledge!
i am too actually...
cos i wasn't one of the best in swiss...
in swiss is always mei hong, jia en, glenda and dip dip whom the juniors will look for...
but glad that i am of hlp!
the ambulance came and we contacted her mum and dad...
but she doesn't wan to go hospital...
which i dont think is a good idea cos she is in stupor...
almost going coma liaoz...
she cant reply us properly and we almost lost her...
so we kept on calling her name to let her noe that we are with her...
so touching sial the scene...
anyway she sent us a msg when she went back home...
to tell us she is ok and fine...
glad that all went well....
glad that i joined sj in sec sch...
but not glad with maths test...
cant prove the differentiation!
KNS!!!
means i most probably wont score well le...
maybe barely scrape through...
hope got method marks!
called tmh during the hyperven thingy...
but she only replied like 1hour later!
thx ah mh~~~
u are of a GREAT help!
LOVE IS WAT MAKES THE WORLD GOES ROUND~~~

later no time to update...
so here i am!
13k more of exp!!!
gogo alex~~~

as always...
u are the one being left behind....
it happened once in sec 1...
it happened once during PAE...
and now it happened again...
maybe wat happened wasn't such a big deal...
but then...
u are tired of being the one left behind...
u hate the feeling of being abandoned greatly...
now who doesn't?
but pple jus dont seem to understand....
and u also cannot understand...
things such as first come first serve doesn't apply in this world anymore...
it is abt chemistry...
bonding...
maybe u are the one who should reflect...
reflect upon hw u treat pple...
and should u even demand so much from others?
and wat do u do after u are abandoned?
cry?
emo?
no....
u shld become stronger and prepare urself for the cruel world along with its cruel reality...
dont cry anymore like u did when u was in sec 1...
dont cry as u did when u were lost in the supermarket when u were young...
dont emo like wat u did after u are left behind when u are older...
dont emo like wat u are doing now...
be strong...
be strong...
if u dont hlp urself...
no one is going to help u...

17k more now!
plus grats to joy for passing her lvl 24 licence!
three cheers!!!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY~~~~
17k means 340 more games...
lol...
now i am motivated =.=
doing wat u wants me to...
jia you alex!!!
aiming to lvl by next next week!!!

uper sial....
18k more of exp to go...
jyjy alex!
but 18k is not a small amount...
imagine one game i can earn 50exp...
means i still got...
360 more games to go...
anyone care to tell me which mode can earn more exp?
i am tired of jiayou-ing for myself...
can someone take over for a change?
missing the past....
i guess everyone do....

i jus got my dose of motivation from one of the most important pple in my life....

some interesting ss i took...

lolz... thx god for bestowing me this talent.....

a joke photo took today...
i carried izni's bag while she carried mine...

did something really stupid today...
was walking back home with jing ling...
then the sky got darker and darker...
so she took a cab home while i walked home...
and i told her a bit of rain won't kill...
so i walked...
and walked...
and the big droplets of rain started to fall on my strong body...
so in order to avoid getting attacked by the rain,
i took the path via the void deck...
but some parts of my journey is unsheltered still....
so i kena hit by more rain drops....
and the very smart me suddenly had an idea!
call xh for help la since she lives nearby...
so i called her and thank god!
she was on her way back home and thus she is able to lend me her ELLA....
by the time i reached her block...
i was half drenched...
so i followed her up to her house cos she needs me to pass quan xiang a ticket...
and we talked a bit...
and b4 we knew...
the rain stopped...
and she insisted that i take the ELLA that she lent me...
which i stupidly refused...
and she say "sekali later rain again lor"
and i replied "won't so suay one... i got confidence in my sixth sense!"
then she suan me "later if really rain then u come back borrow again lor"
then i replied "i will shout HA HA HA then u come down pass me ur ELLA"
so i went down and headed home...
jus a few steps away from her block and it started raining again...
but since i was drenched, and i din want to be laughed at...
thus i went home without an ELLA...
and now i really regret not keeping my own ELLA with me in the morning...
BAD DAY!!!

random fact#1: my mum is damn funny... i was tryin to dry my umbrella cos it rained... thus i left it opened on the floor... then my mum came along and said... "alicia, 你的雨伞是永远sai4不干的huh?" cos i left it there since this morning and i forgot to keep it... aiya like that type cannot feel the impact of those words at all... but anyway, both my sis and i are laughing like mad over my mum's sarcasm...

random fact#2: i no longer love fiona le(from wat she concluded)... now she is damn sad... she said she needed a hero in msn... and i told her i will only be her hero when she doesn't wans me but needs me. and when she doesn't needs me but wans me, i won't be there for her =D
evidence! purple is fiona, black is me...

two days without lao da seems weird...
but everything is well...
the girls in my class took me under their wings well...
sit and reach is super unreachable...
i will die doing that...
the other stations seem okok...
no threat...
this is a freaking busy week...
tml got the wat weirdo lecture...
then thurs got physics amazing trail...
saturday got eco club...
my life is getting busier i guess...
if only we can turn back to the past...
walked to bus stop with alicia this evening...
miss walking to that bus stop with S13 pple...
it has been such a long time since i did that!
the treasured past...
haiii....
and requirement to pass -iRo- test is to be clubber plus get 500k and abv for "go go" a 150bpm song...
even if i was to reach clubber...
it would be impossible for me to get 500k for a 150bpm song...
now if i can get 100k for that i will um-chio liaoz...
sian...
not achieving anything in life...

if only we can get whatever we want in life...
that would be an ideal world to live in...
jus realise that jing jie has wet palms jus like me!
and the both of us have the same opinions when it comes to our wet palms...
both of us thought we were freaks cos it seems that no others have the same conditions as us!
nice discussing abt our palms with her...
and i shld be happy...
cos it seems that her conditon is worser than mine...
x( sad for u!
sang can u feel the love tonight with izni...
din noe someone love disney classic songs jus like i do!

let me update on something real cool....my score when i cpl dance ytd =Dand yah... i cpl danced with celeste...
but thats not the only thing!this it it! a super nice cpl dance fm!!!
license cleared!
now i am a lvl 13 freedom....
3 more lvls and i will be an -iRo-

sounds easy.... but... haiii... cmi lah!

lazy to update my blog with a whole lot of pics on the wedding...
so lets jus put the nicest one!and that is it...
they passed their wedding on the first try which is very very impressive...
hoho...
i am impressed!
congrats to issac and joy...

slept at 1.30am ytd night and woke up at 6.30am today morning...
damn freaking tired....
but it is worth it..
last episode of goong leh...
hw can i miss it?
somemore it is my weekly date with joy...
so no matter hw tired also much watch!
met my class pple at 7.15 in lot 1 mac...
originally is 9 pple meeting...
in the end only 3 turned up.. -_-"'
which is me, cia and lao da...
so after eating went to buona vista...
practically the whole world is late la!
hui teng and jing ling even ponned the seminar...
the gsc seminar is quite interesting...
even saw huang XIU LING there...
cos she is one of the speakers for the seminar...
the schools that sent representative for the seminar all quite pro sial... (except us)
most of the pple who asked questions are china scholars...
so the day ended with us walking to the mrt station and parting our ways..
later at night got joy and issac's character wedding in audition...
hope that they can pass...

dying soon...
so tired nowadays...
met up with sj babes after school today...
then halfway met with xh and joy for a little while...
really a little while...
less than 5 min i think...
then chatted with sj peeps for quite some time...
all of us miss the past...
haiii...
the teasured past...

apology to kai yao cos i maligned him in my previous post....
it happens that the one who kept tap-ing my shoulder is none other then my beloved yi zhuang... and to think that i trusted her so much!
*kicks yi zhuang to america*
so today is a sleepy day cos i felt sleepy for the whole day...
jus now went to do rowing and i rowed about 2km plus...
my arms are tired!
nothing more to update le...
looking forward to the next audi session...

my singing skills seems to be deproving.....
dear where r u???

have something to clarify...
cos if i din, jiji will probably kill me till u cant find my body and recognize me even if u found it...
so i was rather emo today during lunch...
said something and pple don't wan believe me...
don't noe why but most probably is becos i give them the "don't trust me" feel...
so as we were talking...
lao da said "hannah... joy is zhi ai la..."
and i replied "nope... joy is my second zhi ai" "xiu han is first"
and that stupid mouth of mine shoot these words out before my mind can think properly...
lao da immediately flared up(jokingly) and shouted "oh hor... ni die liao... i tell jiji that u say they ur 1st and 2nd zhi ai... then jiji is nothing"
so i told her that jiji is not zhi ai...
cos jiji is like kong qi to me...
cannot live without it but without zhi ai u still can live...
and lao da dared me to repeat wat i said earlier here...
and so here i am...
to prevent jiji from squeezing me =D
oh ya...
laugh like shyt during gp enrichment...
though watching a sad show, but then kai yao keep tap-ing my shoulder...
and i purposely ignored him...
in the end he tapped even harder and faster, so i was laughing like mad and some pple from my class looked at me...
lao da even nudged me...
now that i noe the feeling of being tapped...
i will try my best not to tap others liaoz...
sorry sin ying for tap-ing u...
truly sorry...
audi session jus now and i am glad that i entered audi...
everything is fine now...
grass is greener...
sky is bluer...
air is cleaner...
sounds like eco club advertisement!

best results i had in auditon so far~~~

all i can say is that my past efforts have been wasted...
everything gone down the drain...
hmm...maybe i shld put in less efforts so that i will not get hurt?
maybe... maybe...

e-learning sux man....

like wat vincent says, we swiss students are being spoonfed heavily by our teachers...
till the point that i felt that my new teachers aren't that caring compared to swiss teachers...
and the thing is PJ is tryin to portray itself as a school with caring teachers!
it is really difficult to fight with swiss la...
imagine ur eng teachers staying back till 7pm jus to make sure everyone finish their oral practice with them...
imagine ur super joker maths teacher always say he buddha heart and ask us not to promise promise swear swear...
imagine ur chem teacher always willing to teach but no one listens but she still carry on teaching...
imagine ur physics teacher always clarifying with u ur doubts and making sure u got ur fundamentals correct...
imagine ur elec geog teacher who is not very well but still stays on to teach our noisy class...
imagine ur ss teacher who perform miracle by making the overall msg of the class result 1.5 for combined humanities... (we failed like nobody's business in sec 3!)
imagine ur bio teacher who bakes cake jus to motivate u for the coming exams...
imagine ur pe teacher who always encourages u and ask u not to study hard but also play hard...
imagine ur chinese teacher who is ever so caring and always taking care of us...
hw can PJ beat that?
and...
i finally realised that JIJI is indeed the clique for me and i should not take them for granted....
pardon me for being so anti-jiji meeting in the past...
baba will gui eh...
if not later u all ji wo...
i miss jiji so much!!!
baba <3 jiji

anybody fancy a cup of teh tarik?

got this photo from lao da...

the new blogskin looks more cheerful...
don't u agree?
ok so jiji meeting ytd...
went to cck platform to meet lao da first...
arrived and saw tyz there!
she din wear jiji tee =(
she was wearing pjc's uniform cos she no time to change...
waited for a while b4 lao da arrived...
hop into the train and then arrived at clementi...
met turbo there...
then after a while pong arrive...
then yz say she wan cut hair..
so we went and now she look like a rocker =D
i prefer her previous sweet image though...
chy arrived halfway when yz was cutting her hair...
we went to sumo house to eat dinner and then went to buy jiji tee 4...
then went to htht and have tcs at clementi de walkway....
we sat in the middle of walkway lahzzz....
so we talked talked, crapped crapped....
time flies when i am with them!
miss the past sial...
maybe i will forgo everything that i gained these 3 months jus to go back to the past...
that means audi, S13 and 14, and watever thing that i got during this three months...
and that includes my frenship with joy and xh... (maybe i won't wan to forgo this)
jiji is worth it, definitely...
cos in jiji, u don't need to say anything and pple will understand u...
u move ur finger and they also noe wat u are thinking...
if i can really return to the past....
i will treasure them more..
won't quarrel with turbo for the slightest thing...
will sing more with hui ying...
go t-let more often with pong...
spread scandals abt yz like nobody's business...
htht more with lao da...
now all these seems more impossible than b4...
haha...
i love them =D
jiji going to have a jiji blog le...
plus we might have a jiji badge...
lets see...
we have jiji tee 1, 2, 3...
we have jiji bottle...
we have jiji watch...
so many jiji items!
next time shall propose jiji jacket or something like that =D
jiji wallet or pencil box sounds great too x)
hmmm...
no photos for today gathering cos photo with lao da...
will upload after i get from her...

sang yuan dian with dear today...
the feeling is absolutely great!
thx dears... for appearing in my life =D

this feeling...
isn't great at all...
if pissing me off is something that u are trying very hard to do...
fret not...
cos u have jus succeeded...

in this game of life, i am the ultimate loser...
and the posting time tells it all... (it is the true posting time...)

not going to blog abt anything that happened in sch today...
instead i am going to share a weird thought that i had ytd...
i was listening to "seasons in the sun"...
this song is abt a guy who express his feelings for the pple whom he cares abt jus b4 he dies...
the pple are namely his frens, father and his gf...
as i was listening i wondered wat will happen after i die...
wat will happen...
how will the pple around me feel?
and so i imagined...
2 scenarios to be exact...
1st: after i "died" for like 1 month...
xh(sry for using ur name but this is wat i imagined last night) was playing audition...
then our common audi fren yuki suddenly ask her why i so long never online le...
imagine that at that point of time she saw that sentence...
she cried and she jus won't stop... (i hope she will do that for me =X)
she don't noe wat to reply...
and so,
all that she typed is "i don't noe"
2nd: same thing applies....
yuki asked her where am i since i so long never online...
and her eyes start to get watery...
and she tell him the truth that i died...
and yuki asked her not to be lame...
and she replied "he died"(my ingame characters are all guys) again...
yuki replied "o.O din noe u like to curse ur tudi that much"
so xh felt angry cos yuki don't believe her...
but at the same time she is sad that i am gone.... (touch wood)
and she can't really perform well in audi that day cos she is not focused..
she told yuki that she is going offline and b4 she does, she said "alex(ingame name) is really dead. i m not bluffing u. he is dead."
and so she went to my blog or the iro blog...
and looked at the past entries that i typed...
and looked at the pics that i took for them...
the outings that we went together...
and ya...
she cried...
-THE END-

this is not an emo post, jus some random thoughts...
i am not implying that only xh will feel this way... (hope my other friends will)
jus nice i was audi-ing and thus i accidently imagined her in my imagination...
aha... no wonder i am a good scriptwriter...
i really like to make up stories sial...
i think if it is jiji, they will not cry till they can't stop...
they will cry till their eyes can't close...(and they will sing ai wo bei zou)
don't noe abt joy...
she is an unfeeling being =X (i noe polar bear outside look cold but inside is very warm de! hopefully she will miss panda hor?)
and also jia en...
i think she cry till her house flood she also won't stop... (we r best sj friends leh..)
sheena the ku bao also will bahsss... (haha... my dai dee shifu is a ku bao!)
mei hong that joker too... although she always like to suan me in maple...
my family too, obviously...
think the song triggers a lot of emotion and makes me takes life more seriously...
"we had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun. but the hills that we climbed were jus seasons out of time...." (hills that we climbed... haiii S13... MEMORIES!)
hopefully i have reached the state in which pple will cry for me if i am gone...
but then not till the point that they can't move on in life la...
ok don't crap liaoz...
later got jiji meeting! =D

one day break from blogging...
x)

random fact #1: TML IS JIJI DAY!!!

sorry dear...
today no mood blog....
cannot update daily...
too tired le....
but i got something to tell u...
I MISS YOU CHUA HUI YING!!!!

today is fun~~~
and we took a group photo~~~

quite tired nowadays... too many things to handle...
i need quality plus quantity sleep...
cos on sunday, i slept at 1 like that and thus...
quality sleep cos i din wake up in the middle of the night...
and ytd...
i slept at 11 and that is quantity sleep...
but i woke up at 2am and thus it is not a quality sleep...
haiii...
tired... tired... tired...

hohoho....
had a good pe today...
trained for shuttle run...
and also for relay =D
went through chem tutorial in lesson
gp was as funny as b4...
laugh till mad...
pw suxs as much as b4 too...
was bombarded with qns when i presented my pi...
somemore the teacher keeps asking me qns and don't wan let me answer them...
lol...
wad the crap -_-"'
and so the day ended with the best lesson...
which is maths!
mdm wong is nice...
she is friendly and i do understand wat she is teaching...
thats all for today...
tired~~~

the sky, as she says, is clearer today x)

haiii...
i am such a lousy friend...
yes u are not seeing things...
i am lousy...
i sux...
i din noe that u were facing that much problems...
i din noe that u needed someone to talk to...
i thought that u are alright all along...
i was sitting beside u in class all along and i din even notice that ur nose bled...
and now...
ur heart bled...
so does mine...
i don't noe wat to say to u...
i guess i am really lousy...
but lets try to salvage this whole thing shall we?
lets not let 4 years of friendship go down the drain...
lets not let the april's fool prank that we played come true...
u noe hw dense baba can be at times right?
so give me a nudge when u are feeling down...
i promise...
that i will pay more attention on u...
i am truly sorry...
pls accept my sincerest apology...

i will try to forget those sinful past...
so don't be surprise if i suddenly treat u much worse than before...
experiencing the true meaning of pure emptiness now...
no eye deer why...
will try to recover...
arghhhhhhh!!!!
i need a dose of JOY!!!

joy come to MY WORLD~~~

great news great news....
ytd my pro shifu lvled!
now she is a lvl 36 PRO~~~
GRATS TO -iRo-Celeste....
and also...
today i managed to make my suaku hairspray lvl up!
so now he is a lvl 54 sin~~
woohoo~~~
and now...
the greatest news....
my priincemiie passed his license!
and now he is a lvl 12 FREEDOM~~~
so today is a happy day~~~
cos i managed to lvl!!!
wahahahaa
i was so shocked and happy that i ran out of the study room to tell my sis that i pass the license...
and my sis was mopping the floor at that time...
due to pure excitement...
i din notice that the floor is wet...
thus i slipped and fall...
haha...
stupid me x)

random fact#1 : finally 100 posts le =D

a pic that i took down in audi ytd...
u might be wondering why...
let me tell u =D
cos the lvl 24 amateur looks like the old xh....
and the lvl 22 amateur looks like the new xh...
so in conclusion...
xh has too many outfits le!

today is a bad audi day...
don't ask why....
cos it is simply bad...
shall go do PI now...
and to make some clarification...
the bet between me and yz is a draw...
cos both of us are tired of bloggin everyday...
i don't think i wan to restrict myself to updating daily jus in case one day i suddenly don't feel like updating...

sometimes i wonder if i really did noe u...
or did i imagine u to be who i thought u are...

today is a happy day!!!
cos today is thursday which means the weekends are coming soon...
and today is a productive day cos i din waste my break by catching some slp...
instead i did a super crappy gsc wksheet!
haha...
spent the rest of the time day-dreaming... thinking of the past...
physics tutorial wasn't a bore...
cos it is quite fun doing transferring of paper clips over and over again...
and crapping with lao da due to adjusting the height of the retort stand plus her head always getting in my way...
it is also fun plotting a graph in which my points are all over the place...
thx lao da for thinking of a solution to end my suffering with the green bazaar...
i think i rather get scolded than to kill my brain cells over and over again to generate ideas for that project...
especially when most of the class are not willing to participate...
i was so stressed ytd that my depression lvl jump to 52%...
i think now back to the usual 20% le... thx sial lao da =D
we are so damn fake during chem tutorial today...
cos mdm kong the vp sat in the listen to our lesson...
and in order to support miss chua, we mus participate actively...
i think she is touched... i would be if i am her x)
but seriously speaking...
today's chem tutorial is quite productive cos i understand wat miss chua is teaching!
both me and lao da agreed on this...
o8S13 is going to have another class outing soon...
can't wait for that!
i miss my fellow pae classmates~~~
tomorrow is friday!
audi session with my beloved shifus!!!

in case u are wondering....this is the infamous priincemiie!!!
ok lame... -_-"'

i hate jc life.... seriously....
even though sec 4 life is much more hectic, but then it is not as tiring...
plus i get to work with nice pple...
i am so tired that the moment i reached home, i headed for the bed and slept for one solid hour...
and i guess i wouldn't have woke up if it wasn't for the dinner...
don't think i will be playing audi today cos really need to chiong some jian bao out...
plus that sai kang that st sabo-ed me...
need to think of items to sell for green bazaar...
need to collect gsc stuffs too...
plus i was the one who held the meeting for eco club today... which really suxs till the point in which i need st to help me....
i really have a busy life...
and out of these 3 things...
there are two in which i really don't enjoy doing...
cos green bazaar is kena sabo-ed de...
and i don't intend to hold any important position in eco club...
cos it is stressful with the super gl j2 asking a lot of questions...
and it will really make ur blood boil if u hear wat they asked la...
i mean i am jus a j1 and i jus entered the club...
so it happens that i know the teacher in charge and she asked me to hold today's meeting nicely and somehow u jus have to bombard me with a lot of crappy questions?
u are a j2 leh...
u shld jus go one corner and um-chio cos u aren't the one holding the meeting...
i din really lose my cool cos i don't wan to create any unneccessary quarrels...
but wan xuan kept thinking that i am going to lose my temper.... which i din...
i wan to thank god for putting me in the horticulture wing cos i din have to face those pple for another extra second...
somehow...
plucking weeds seems so much better than facing them...

random fact #1: somehow i jus keep wishing that i can jus open my eyes and *poof* we are back at the pae period... then i might be able to make some changes to my choice or influence my friends' choice... but i guess that will never ever happen... and so i should jus stop complaining abt my current life... it is not that my current class is not good... jus that maybe they are not as fun as X-08S13... afterall we must live our BEST life right?

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERNEST!!!
ok so today is april's fool day and i kena tricked by yz in the morning...
she told me that there is a pile of shyt on the floor and so i stopped for a second, only to realise that it is jus a piece of leaf...
then i pranked xh and joy by saying me and lao da quarrelled becos of them...
and i even made alicia smsed them to make the situation more real...
obviously they fell for the trick...
i am the queen of pranking sial, wat u expect?
then the two of them tried to prank us back by smsing us...
asking us if we wan to have dinner together to celebrate ernest's bdae...
and in case u are wondering....
we fell for it -_-"'
felt so insulted sial...
thats all for the pranks...
i noe i said this many many times le...
but then...
mr siraj is really a super duper lame guy!
he made the whole class laugh like mad today sial...
i laughed till my mouth also tired...
and one more thing...
today is the best pe lesson cos ms liew din come!
so we zuo bo for the whole lesson and then class dismissed and we rushed the GP project out and home sweet home!

random fact #1: my parents sent me home today cos they saw me walking back home! as in i was walking on the street when i heard a car honking... and ya... i got a free ride back home!