today is a maple day!!!
grats mh for lvling to 107...
grats sis for lvling to 123...
grats myself for lvling to 59!!!

celebrated big head's bdae today...
did a 500 pieces puzzle for her, but sad to say...
we haven complete it yet...
thus the puzzle is still lying at mh's house...
tired~

To live my life with no regrets,
that is impossible...
To live my life with lesser regrets,
that is a challenge...
To live my live full of regrets,
that is simple...

bloody pok!
i am back from camp!!!
this camp is a super dirty one...
but it makes us closer to the nature.....
i enjoyed it but not to the extend that i will wan to stay for a few days more...
2 days 1 night is enuf to KO most of us...
we arrived at the camp site at around 2pm...
had our organic lunch which consists of brown rice, blah and blah....
all our meals consists of brown rice (of course, afterall we went to a brown rice farm)
had my first taste of brown rice milk and to our surprise, it taste quite nice and cooling...
something like barley but not quite there... dont noe hw to explain...
then made our raft which is always capsized...
in the end our raft is only able to support one person...
got cut by lotus stem which is a very painful experience...
after that went fishing or rather, looked at an uncle fish for our dinner... (yummy)
he caught 6 fishes and ya...
these fishes ended up in our stomach (but not mine... i hate fish!)
then went back to shower...
the place to shower have no lock and to make it worse, we bathe till halfway then suddenly no water...
SUAY X1000
and then outdoor cooking...
really damn suay cos my group has to cook the fish...
SUAY X10000
but luckily got a korkor help us out and then we somehow also bonded with that korkor...
after dinner we made our own kites and took a short walk by the moonlight to look at dragonfruit flowers...
did i mention that the number of stars that u can see there is more than wat u can see in singapore for one whole year?
blame us for being too bright....
we failed to see the flowers as it hasn't bloom...
the track there is damn freaking muddy...(it is a dirty camp)
houseflies are all around and ya... we have to be constantly alert to ensure they dont end up as our supper!
then some of us HTHT while others went to sleep...
zhao hui, wei hong and jay kay din sleep at all...
i wonder hw they managed to stay awake...
i slept at 12 plus but then it wasn't comfortable cos the ground is hard...
and the weather is freezing cold!
so in the end i woke up quite early and a few of us went to catch the sunrise....
i din manage to catch it cos i din went deeper into the "forest" with st they all...
but they did and it looks magnificent!
went to have breakfast which is nasi lemak and we learnt how to cut the weeds and make our own natural fertiliser using dried leaves...
it is a fun experience...
after that korkor bring us to a mini waterfall and we soaked our feets in it...
Freaking cooling i tell u!
but too bad inside got fish, so i din really stay in the water for too long...
then we saw something damn amazing!
a few kids are trying to kill water snakes in the waterfall using bamboo poles...
we got closer and ya...
they killed around 3 snakes already and it is damn disgusting...
not much blood but the snakes are flatten, if not, cut into half...
went back for lunch and showered again before departure...
slept like a pig in the bus...(almost everyone did)
then went to some shopping mall to shop...
i din buy anything cos i dont really fancy shopping...
then home sweet home and i am back here...
oh ya...
audi-ed with xh and lvled after she left...
i am a clubber now!
finally~

going off to malaysia now~~~

disappointed? perhaps a little...
surprised? yap....
unhappy? maybe....
crying? absolutely not....
anxious? nope...
sleepy? think so....
waiting for wednesday to come? 100%

a weird way of blogging...
btw all those feelings are on different and separate issues....

joke of the day~~but then it looks cute right?
AIRPORK~~~

tagged by cia to do a quiz....
thx arh...
running out of things to keep this place alive...
1-Do you wish to do this test?
Nope.... But then i am ok with it...
2-who is more important to you? friends or boyfriend
Friends x)
3-who is the person i trust most?
Jia en aka big head monster...
4-do you think you have enough confidence?
Depending on wat u are talking about... Audition is a definite no...
5-do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yup.... I think i got see b4...
6-what is your goal this year?
Get promoted to j2... reach clubber in audi... reach hermit in maple...
7-do you believe in eternity love?
Yah.... that shld be the case....
8-Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
I dont think so... but maybe i did... (pple shouting "bhb!" in the background)
9-what feeling you love most?
Happiness
10- what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Hmmm.... Love.....
11- list out 5 best friends of yours?
if i consider JIJI as a best friend....
then it will be JIJI, Jia en, Mei hong, Joy and Xiu han... as for sheena, she is my dai dee shifu =D
12-what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family and friends bah...
13- do you love anime?
Yap... went crazy over it a few years back and still loving it...
14- describe the person who tagged me in 5 words?
BASKET-baller.... JOKE.... Crappy..... Happy.... Sporty....
15- what have you done to please yourself
To slack on the bed for a few hours... Doing some reflections....
16- if time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
When i can still go back to Swiss Cottage and enjoy my PAI GU MIAN with my dears surrounding me... When i am still in the day care centre and we climbed up and down the ladders... When i took 307 with my shifus...
17- name one guy you are madly in love with.
Dont have sial...
18- Are you born to love?
should be bah... i guess so....
19-What matters to you most? looks or inner beauty?
Inner beauty...
20-If you had a wish,what would it be?
To be able to enjoy my life...

Instructions:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 ppl.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they have been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all. :D

doing anything but the instructions....

played audi with Princessme today...
not bad, quite fun...
also played a few rounds with jas...
thats all...
nothing much to update...
10k more to clubber...
wonder if i can make it..

gp paper today...
did qns 6...
the one on marriage...
after that discussion for gpp...
till 1 plus...
then reached home...
saw my beloved sis helping me to play spray spray...
lvled up 2 times today...
thx sis!!!
exchanged my badly scrolled but actually super abv avg maple kandayo to scanda (dont noe correct spelling not)
glad that i tio an abv avg one again!!!
then played audi...
a few small steps closer to clubber...
most probably changing name to -iRo-JEONHA soon...
means crown prince in korean i think...
if my research not wrong...
that joy and xh told me that they will be online to audi with me today...
but till now, 4 hours le....
i haven see them...
oh ya -__- need change proposal for gpp...
sian...
but i am working with mermaid neo...
that cheers me up =D

we raised $6000 today!!!
glad that i was able to do my part for those less fortunate....
actually most of the credits go to lao da and yang fan...
cos they planned the most and are really involved in this donation drive...
really tired today...
but then all our hardwork paid off...
thx mimi for donating 20 bucks too...
mus give her credits cos i psycho-ed her into donating....
the world is full of kind souls!!!
and ya...
pjc has a lot of passionate students!

suddenly felt very shi luo jus now...
told lao da abt it and she ask me why...
i myself also dont noe...
pon sports meet to do the board for tml donation drive...
the board is quite nicely done...
hope that pple will donate generously tml...
hope la hope...
ying is in thailand now...
take care dear!
miss u~~~

random fact #1: very long never write random fact liao...
random fact #2: woah! i jus wrote one!!!
random fact #3: still takes my daily walk everyday back home... 3months liao... still counting...

nowadays the weather sucks like dont noe wat so PPLE!!
TAKE CARE OF URSELF!!!
my class is damn style...
going to plan a donation drive for the victims of the earthquake in sze chuan...
hope the proposal will be approved...
i think i am going down too...
drink lots of water!

the feeling of pure happiness...
x)
thanks for making my day worthwhile...

it is not always good when u are given more choices...
i was playing club dance with xh and devil ytd when suddenly, joy appeared out of nowhere...
and i din even realised that until xh typed "u choose joy or me?"
of course i din noe who to choose...
for those who dont noe, club dance is a dance mode in audi whereby u have the opportunity to choose ur own dance partner!
u can change ur choice at any one time of the game...
and u get to cpl dance with them for a while...
i still stupidly thought that it was a prank by xh...
xh even go to the extend of asking joy to phone me...
apparently joy din cos she thought it was stupid....
and both of them are forcing me to make the choice....
quoted from xh: "if u choose me, joy sad. if u choose joy, i sad."
and then the game started...
it was till the point in which the dance started then i realised that it is NOT a prank!
cos no matter hw pro xh is, she cant possibly play two comps at a time right?
so i was forced to make that choice...
but i took the easy way out by opting for random mode...
means i let my comp choose for me...
and believe it or not....
throughout the whole game, my comp chose xh's char...
but xh always choose devil or another guy...
then joy always choose me or devil...
devil chose xh or another girl...
so in the end...
i din get to cpl dance anyone...
but i am glad cos i din offend any of them...
and i realised that they did so called prank me cos when joy came online, xh asked her to come to the room and force me to choose between them...
nice one ah shifus...
made me OMG for like 20 times in that mere 2mins?

lvled up today after my shifu played a few rounds of club dance with me....
it is damn cool cos we had more than 2 hearts (i think) for all rounds when i am focused...
she left right after i am eligible for lvling...
cos she is hungry~~~
tried like 5-6 times before passing...
i think that as time passes...
i am so much less excited when i pass my licence...
dont noe if it is good or bad...
but grats to myself for being lvl 15...
one more lvl to clubber~~

holidays are coming which i think i will really enjoy...
this is going to be a busy holiday...
but i like it~~

chem lesson was kinda fun today...
cos me, lao da and asha completely went bonkers!!!
the best chem lesson i had so far...
we were shouting pie bond and sigma bond throughout the last 10 mins i think...
maths lecture on inequalities...
seems easy...
but we never noe...
kept making that super spastic facial expression to jing ling...
she laughed till cannot see her eyes...
wanted to write something on jing jie's paper...
but then...
bei ta fa xian!
lao da made asha pai seh by saying she scandal with yang fan~~~
woohoo~~~
more scandals pls!!!
then gsc we ding zhen da an with ai yu lao shi...
she leaving for china soon and will leave us behind...
sobs~~~
i jus started to bond with her lor...
now only vander waals' (id-id interaction)...
never gei ji hui wo to make it to pd-pd or hydrogen bond lah...
went off to a small corner behind lt4 to sleep...
slept for 1h!!!
damn nice~~~
then went off for pw...
crapped a bit...
and viola!
another 2 hours break b4 eco camp meeting....
finished meeting and home sweet home...

i told sin ying that she is very e lie today...
which is true cos she always say as though i am a very bad person...
but i noe she doesn't mean it!

Today is so not my day...
all of us are dead tired after rushing out our gpp ytd night...
yang fan even ponned sch la!
lao da has hei yan quan around her eyes...
we were yawning like nobody's business...
physics lecture by mr loo which is ya...
pure boring except for the demo part....
then jiu break for 2 hours...
accompanied sin ying cos she not feelin well...
though she kept telling me that she is ok and ask me to join sinting...
but hw can i do that?
sherley qian jiao dai wan jiao dai that i mus take GOOD care of u!
told her quite a bit abt my life...
and she told me that she saw my shifus at lot 1 ytd!
damn lucky sial...
after that jiu physics prac...
went through forces tutorial...
then break again....
and then finally chem lesson...
all of us go kee siao by that time!
seriously damn tired...
even phillip fell asleep during prac...
and we were amazed by the visualiser...
went back to swiss with fellow PJs cum SAs cum polyers...
the security guards damn gl...
dont let us in...
wan us call teacher for help...
in the end they still let us in by giving him our ezlink...
i mean u noe that we are previous batch of sec4s right?
even if u dont let us in u also dont make so much comments la...
macham u own the sch like that....
anyway we got in and get to visit out favourite stall~~~
the noodle stall!!!
but the pai gu mian out of stock...
so we had to eat hor fun which is very delicious too!
din manage to have a jiji VS kumalehs friendly match cos we were too busy finding teachers...
1st up is mr RAVI~~~
damn funny jus like b4...
but he is leaving at the end of this term...
so is mrs koh...
sadded...
and mrs lui left le i think...
then saw mr ngoh who is seriously super skinny now...
this batch of sec 4 students are really torturing our beloved teachers man...
we took a peep at their results and it is horrendous....
no eyes to see...
took pics with the teachers...
which are mr ravi, mr ngoh, mdm tang, miss tan and mrs wong...
we took pic with beetsma too!
top scorer lor mai siao siao...
she was shocked when she knew we wanted to take a picture with her...
looked for jing jing and li xia too at the staff room...
but they are in a hurry to get back home...
got to noe a super shocking news...
i will be invited to go back to swiss for speech day!!!
super super shocking...
its like HELLO??
u mean me?
me?
i think i am lucky becos i am asked back due to that 7 distinctions...
if not i also no hope of having that honour liao...
took a group photo and tada!
here i am back home...

it is a happening day today!!!!
yz wore her white specs in the morning...
2nd day never see black cat le...
1st shift for chem SPA...
OWNAGE!!!!
mr loo released us 20min earlier so that we can grab a bite...
gsc compo writing...
sexuality education...
paid money for eco club...
GO HORM!!!
played my first bp without my shifus...
and we won!!!!
earned ard 7k in total...
thx to the main who was there...
if not i think i CMI de~~~

something bad happened to me in sch today...
dont wish to talk abt it...
later pple laugh at me...
played captain's ball for pe...
first game in the year for JAE~~~
my grp's gpp is really NEAR PERFECTION...
pranesh said we got AE la...
in the end realised we got ME...
scare me...
made me moody for like 30mins...
jus need improve on some places jiu can le!
talked to mimi when she carried the portfolios to danny's class...
she SMILED to ME!!!
lol...
i sound crazy here...
but it is nice to have my new found "friend" (i dont noe if she consider me to be one) to smile to me...
and danny is a big liar...
tried to prank us and said he took 10 subjects for his O lvls...
his acting skills not bad...
but u take a look at him...
he jus dont look like someone who takes 10 subjects...
so too bad...
cant prank the biggest pranker of all time!

did some maths during break time today...
then had pe...
was rather sian diao cos miss liew said the 40cm which i did for sit and reach is not counted as the relief teacher din take down the results on her board....
me and jing jie totally freaked out...
cos we dont think we can do as well as last tues...
and this also means the 190cm for standing board jump that i did was not counted too...
double boo...
and so we tried to retake some of the stations...
first is sit up...
then SBJ....
then SNR...
i retook SBJ along with a few of my classmates...
and the teachers all used this super jian4 method to make us jump further...
they put a mat (those u use for sit up) on the SBJ mat...
so practically we mus jump over the mat...
and it is a cunning but useful method cos lao da jumped ard 170cm for the first time in her life i think...
then i pushed the mat till it reached the 180cm region...
lao da wanted to push it to 200cm one...
she crazy sial...
she see me too up....
miss liew was surprised and said "zhe yang yuan ah?"
and i jumped...
reaching 195cm!
wahahaha....
break record liao!
then did my SNR...
i really think i CMI for this station...
then lao da gave me hell like training again...
and yup!
i did it again~~~ 40cm~~~
then miss liew ask me to improve on my pull up to reach gold...
which i think...
jing li jiu hao...
=D
GP was damn funny...
laughed till throat hurts again...
need to change my way of laughing...
going for a short nap...
woah!
first afternoon nap on schooldays for this year!!!

ytd night actually wanted to slp without the air-con since the weather was great...
this is something very very rare cos i think i seldom slp without it unless i am in camp...
but guess wat?
when i woke up late in the morning todae...
the air-con was switched on... -_-"'
my sis turned it on in the middle of the night...
come to think abt it...
i miss camps...
i miss sj...
i miss pestering da tou hw to play dai dee in the middle of the night...
and jio-ing von to learn as well...
and hearing mh say let the breakfast rot cos she wanted more slp!
and seeing hw my stupid shifu play dai dee...
she is a joke cos she will have a lot of weird comments...
remember the "knn" thing?
haha...
memories...

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong
Certain as the sun
Rising in the east

Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

disney songs are damn freaking cool.... (so am i!)
hear them!

hmmm...
i guess i need to reflect on wat i have said...
really sorry...
i noe u wont blame me cos u noe that is not my intention...
but then still sry...
din mean it to be tis way...
today quite sucky la...
2 hours of chem tutorial...
then maths lecture plus gsc...
moody moody moody!
was glad to reach home and slack for the day...
had a date with tauro which mh is kaypo-ly asking me hw the date is going...
anyway miss cold eye aka our third party doesn't wan me near him...
it even tried to bribe me by giving me icicles...
but too bad...
my love for tauro is too strong le!
ya because of that 30 horns!!!
went back to desktop after that and saw my beloved joy sim online!!!
crapped, talked with her and went to audi...
played 140~ songs which really kills me...
but i did one fm and i also did some lvl 10 and 11 moves!
impressed with myself...
mus be becos of the encouragement from shifu!
wahahahaha....

crazy singing session during physics pract today!
damn fun!!!
din noe so many of my classmates enjoy singing...
this is going to be great~~~

if u ask me wat i did today...
i would most probably have forgotten wat i did...
except that i talked quite a bit with sin ying and hui teng during assembly...
nice talk with them cos i simply cant stand that lame and 100% uninteresting assembly programme...
wat is the use of repeating ur points over and over again?
u have touched my heart the first time...
but when u repeated it...
it jus made me frustrated and ya... irritate me...
so pls...
if u got anything touching...
dont show it over and over again...
IT IS BORING....
met joy jus now as i went back lot 1 to buy dinner...
happy to meet her!
brightens up my day....
sometimes a brief meeting with ur friend will bring a smile to ur face....
even if it is for that few mins =D
does this means that my life is rather unhappy nowadays?
hmmm.... i am not sure...

that 7 words are enuf to make one's heart break...
especially when u dint mean it...
i thought i was strong...
but u prove me wrong...

wanna thx a few pple here....
thx jing jie and jing ling...
thx hui teng...
and most importantly!!!
thx LAO DA!!!!
finally passed my sit and reach...
and the thing is...
i reached 40cm which qualifies me for gold!
went all out this time rd...
now have to improve my inclined pull up by2 then can get gold le!!!
gogo alicia~~~
reach for the first gold in ur life!

told yz that i gonna post something nice~~~tada~~~
i not saying my face nice...
but notice the words on the gc!
wahahahaha...
it's JIJI!!!! *crowds cheering~~*
anyway lao da took this randomly with me knowing that she is taking this pic...
but i dint pose for it...
was busy doing my work as u can see...
kudos to lao da anyway~~~
all stations for napfa got 2 points and abv...
except that stupid sit N reach which i seriously CMI!
i wanna die le la...
4cm more to 2 points ok?
work hard man... work hard....
chem lesson was totally great!
all becos of this joke which happened...
not really a joke...
more of like those impromptu crappy conversation...
MISS CHUA: imagine i invited 100 water molecules to a party
ST: FOR WAT?
baba *Laugh like shyt*
cia turns to look at me...
ST turns to look at me...
both laugh...
cia laughed as hard as me...
lao da kept um chio...
that really made my day...
come to think of it...
it wasn't that funny la...
anyway mr siraj dint came today...
awwwww.....
nothing interesting except cia and i ran 2.4km todae after sch...
me for hNf.... she for BASKETball...
we were talking and running at the same time but our spd was more or less constant for the whole run...
and guess wat?
for once in my life i dont feel that tired after 2.4km!
i could still talk and joke with yz right after my run!
anyway...
cheers to yz for jumping a holy mama result of 187cm for standing board jump! * i thought u take 188 and 985 de?*
ok lame... -_-"'
i noe i could have done that but todae performance not good...
only can 180cm....
but overall today is a good dae~
saw the dehydrated xiao han near sch...
she really looked very sick! *as usual*
heard some of the stupid things cheryl did during fri meeting from lao da...
seems fun to have cheryl kumalehing with "yilin" and yong bin mimicking her "JIANG ZHEN DE"
hope can make it for the next meeting...
oh ya..
i can see hope in my class bonding together liaoz...




oh ya... *crowd shouting in backgrd "hw many times she wan to oh ya?"*
wanna thx mh for cheering me up ytd...
thx tan...
i needed that a lot!maybe u guys will think that i am crapping...
like that i jiu happy le?
but u mus noe mh seldom say this to me...
everytime i login to maple she will say i am her enemy...
all of a sudden i felt very touched...
and can sense the passion for maple which i have lost long ago....
i think i go back mapling soon...
hopefully =D

current best results...not that i am getting better...
but i think nowadays a lot of pros like to dance cpl dance and club dance...
jus like me...
din manage to take ss jus now..
but then in one of the club dance...
two guys dced which lead to me being the only one available...
muahahaha...
so honoured!
my audi life is getting more and more beautiful even without my shifus...
but it is more dull that way...
i prefer my shifus~~~

somehow i was tagged by yz to do this quiz...
thx ah dear~~~ *glaring at yz*
here it goes...
1) What is ur greatest fear?
Being abandoned...
2) How many children do u want?
Hmmm... No eye deer... Let nature take its course...
3) What i wan the most now?
Good results... To be a clubber.... To be a hermit....
4) What do u wan to be when u grow up?
Haven decide yet... Aimless in life...
5) If u can have one more dream to come true, wat would it be?
Hmmm... Dreams dont come true for me X)
6) What are u afraid to lose now?
Family and friends bah....
7) Do u believe in being in love forever?
Ya... SHouldn't that be the case?
8) If u meet someone u love, would u confess to him/her?
Ya bah... Quote from DNYBY :"if we dont work hard for our love, then wat is the point of being deeply in love?" something along this line...
9) How strong (in ur heart) can u be?
Not exactly strong... i am stronger in terms of physically compared to emotionally...
10) What are the requirements that u wish from the other half?
Hmmm... No eye deer again... This kind of thing is see feeling de ma...
11) Which type of person do u hate the most?
Those not at all spontaneous type...
12) What are the things going through ur mind now?
Thinking of hw to repay fiona for making me do this quiz...
13) Have u been betrayed by any of ur friends?
Erm yes... But i prefer to forget the past...
14) What do u think is the most important thing in ur life?
To be surrounded by loved ones i suppose...
15) Roughly hw much of an age gap would u wan to have between u and ur husband?
Hmm... 2 to 3? dont noe leh...
16) Wat do u wan ur friend to be like?
Be comfortable with who they are...
17) What kind of friend do u hope to be in ur fren's eyes?
A good friend whom they can turn to....
18) If u have a change, which part of ur character would u like to change?
Obsessive-ness
19) If u are feeling low one day, who will u go to?
Since i cant cry as well as fiona.... or rather i dont cry... i will find jia en to talk to bah...
20) What's ur regret in life?
Hmmm... Unable to live my life without regrets....

din change any qns cos too tiring to answer them all...
not going to find 8 pple to do this thing...
TIRED~~~~

met this quite nice girl in audi todae...
or rather 3 girls...
all three very pro de...
maybe the fact of them being pro and nice is the reason why it made such deep impression....
one of them is a main...
she is my partner in that game...
her ign is FeiLyn if i never remember wrongly...
we got 4 hearts in one of the game!
first time get 4 hearts in club dance...
but forget take ss down...
and she is realy pro cos she completed 90+% of her story mode...
amazed!
the other two is a clubber and a freedom i think...
the clubber is veronica something de while the freedom is milkyway something...
names too complicated...
difficult to remember...
but they do change my mindset that not all pros are unfriendly...
cos they are friendly!!!
and i enjoy playing with them...
but maybe cos in those games i play exceptionally well...
got a few get 1st....
keep chaining...
thus they din think that i am a noob bahs....
but anyways...
they are still nice pple i believe!

tired day in school...
i think every single day in sch is a tired day...
go into audi also dont feel like playing...
watch pple play also feel like dozing off...
so come here blog lor...
but then like nothin to blog...
guess i will go and watch some shows...

hmmm...
nice day today....
cos i lvled my spray to lvl 55....
credits to sis cos she helped me train till 54%...
if she din i won't have the motivation to train him at all....
then i also lvled my priince to lvl 14...
credits to myself for chionging like mad...
i played till my hands became stiff...
and i licenced when i was in the air-conditioned room...
at that point of time, my fingers are sort of numb...
plus it is swelling... maybe due to the cold room...
u noe... minimal water lost...
i cant pass the licence at all...
i failed like 5 times...
and i did something which i am regretting now...
sry....
din mean to make u wait that long...
and in the end i din even get to say bb to u...
anyway i passed it on the 5th or 6th try....
not that i am noob...
jus that today not in tip top condition...
but i still pass wat...
so that is all that matters....
cos i pass it thinking that i wont...
hw did it happen?
i missed my first fm... WTH!!!
i passed cos for the last fm...
i perfect it...
and thus got an extra fm...
and i perfect it again...
then another one which i did!
forget is perfect or great or cool...
so it is a tyco pass...
i am contented x)

disappointed last night...
i always stood by u....
as a friend...
maybe i demanded too much...
but i realised ever since i noe of his existence...
we have not been playing together in the same room often...
it is always u and him...
it is not that i am too obessesive or wat...
i noe u two cpl...
and we are friends...
but it is still weird to see ur friend choose some stranger over u...
learn to let go when it is time...
i will try to remind myself...
cos i dont wan to get hurt again...
when is the last time we actually played cpl dance?
i wonder....