yesterday we celebrated yilin's birthday and also a mini farewell "party" for her. so the whole lot of us went to cheryl's grandma's condo de function room. the place is kind of nice and we ate, took photos, cried there. i didn't cried though, it is hard to make me cry.... but i do feel sad that a friend for 4 yrs is going to leave us and study overseas. although i am not a close friend of hers, but i am still thankful that she came into our lives, the day when she transferred to 1E5. but i guess all of us have to part someday, although we are not sure when it is, but that day will come eventually......

when we are asked to say something to her, tears just flow out of cheryl's, cixian's, jieying's face. yu ping managed to force out one drop of tear too... yilin cried too.... i don't really enjoy seeing pple cry, thus i kept saying lame jokes, hope that it will cheer them up.

something yongbin said really set me off to some deep thinking, he said that it is these departures that make us realise the importance of our friends. well, what he said is very true... we often took our friends and family for granted, until the day when we have to part, we then realise that we cannot do without them.... for me, i rather not meet them because i do not wan to feel the pain and cry when they have to leave my life... but i am still lucky, because the five friends whom i actually cares about, are still in singapore and we can still meet each other once each month. and also, i can always arrange a meeting with xiu han or joy in audition....

lets not, be too sad.....