not going to blog abt anything that happened in sch today...
instead i am going to share a weird thought that i had ytd...
i was listening to "seasons in the sun"...
this song is abt a guy who express his feelings for the pple whom he cares abt jus b4 he dies...
the pple are namely his frens, father and his gf...
as i was listening i wondered wat will happen after i die...
wat will happen...
how will the pple around me feel?
and so i imagined...
2 scenarios to be exact...
1st: after i "died" for like 1 month...
xh(sry for using ur name but this is wat i imagined last night) was playing audition...
then our common audi fren yuki suddenly ask her why i so long never online le...
imagine that at that point of time she saw that sentence...
she cried and she jus won't stop... (i hope she will do that for me =X)
she don't noe wat to reply...
and so,
all that she typed is "i don't noe"
2nd: same thing applies....
yuki asked her where am i since i so long never online...
and her eyes start to get watery...
and she tell him the truth that i died...
and yuki asked her not to be lame...
and she replied "he died"(my ingame characters are all guys) again...
yuki replied "o.O din noe u like to curse ur tudi that much"
so xh felt angry cos yuki don't believe her...
but at the same time she is sad that i am gone.... (touch wood)
and she can't really perform well in audi that day cos she is not focused..
she told yuki that she is going offline and b4 she does, she said "alex(ingame name) is really dead. i m not bluffing u. he is dead."
and so she went to my blog or the iro blog...
and looked at the past entries that i typed...
and looked at the pics that i took for them...
the outings that we went together...
and ya...
she cried...
-THE END-

this is not an emo post, jus some random thoughts...
i am not implying that only xh will feel this way... (hope my other friends will)
jus nice i was audi-ing and thus i accidently imagined her in my imagination...
aha... no wonder i am a good scriptwriter...
i really like to make up stories sial...
i think if it is jiji, they will not cry till they can't stop...
they will cry till their eyes can't close...(and they will sing ai wo bei zou)
don't noe abt joy...
she is an unfeeling being =X (i noe polar bear outside look cold but inside is very warm de! hopefully she will miss panda hor?)
and also jia en...
i think she cry till her house flood she also won't stop... (we r best sj friends leh..)
sheena the ku bao also will bahsss... (haha... my dai dee shifu is a ku bao!)
mei hong that joker too... although she always like to suan me in maple...
my family too, obviously...
think the song triggers a lot of emotion and makes me takes life more seriously...
"we had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun. but the hills that we climbed were jus seasons out of time...." (hills that we climbed... haiii S13... MEMORIES!)
hopefully i have reached the state in which pple will cry for me if i am gone...
but then not till the point that they can't move on in life la...
ok don't crap liaoz...
later got jiji meeting! =D