sometimes u jus wish to cheer someone up...
but then no matter wat u do...
they jus wont cheer up...
that is damn sad...
considering the fact that i think i can really lighten the atmosphere around me...
but reality prove otherwise...
somehow i jus cant make u smile...
failure i would say...
useless freak...
not that i didn't try...
not that i didn't try hard enough...
maybe i jus aren't good enough...
or maybe i jus assumed that i am good enough all along...
oh my...
hw i missed the secondary school days...
there might be O lvls...
but at least i dont feel like a piece of shyt...
at least pple ard me are more cheerful...
at least i get my motivation to study...
at least i clinched my As...